Saturday, May 17, 2008

Bad Week

Monday May 12 8:15pm
Positive pregnancy test. Mike goes out to get more, just to make sure.
Yep! They are all positive. We are very happy, and very in shock.
Tues May13
ask a coworker about what doctor she used when she had her baby. She of course asks if I'm pregnant, and after swearing her to secrecy, I tell her.
I make an appointment with the doctor, two weeks from now.
Wed, Thurs
still pregnant, starting to get a little excited about the prospect
Friday 9pm
That afternoon, I tell my husband that I have a bad feeling about this pregnancy for some reason, maybe I'm trying to be cautious. I go to the bathroom. Bright red blood, clots, etc. Cue the violin music.
And the bleeding begins. I'm cramping, not terribly so, and bleeding, not terribly so. This is definitely a LOT easier than miscarrying at 16 weeks. I'm sad, but the timing sucked, and if it had to go, I'd rather it go earlier rather than later. We're talking about trying maybe after Sam turns a year old.
I'm okay. Sad at times, but then I look at my sweet little baby boy, and I know we'll be okay.

2 comments:

Shamelessly Sassy said...

oh, I'm so sorry.

annenahm said...

I'm sorry.